Tuesday

I’m not afraid of losing you,
I’m afraid of letting go and not letting things effect me
I’m afraid of nothing happening and nothing becoming a routine
I’m afraid of Tuesday

I’m not afraid of losing you
You’ve not here, you’re gone, and never were
You bother me with the fact things aren’t here, and they should be, they might be, they’re NOT.
I’m afraid of Tuesday

I’m not afraid of losing you
Because there is nothing within you to lose
Besides the fear in your soul
There is no reason I should fear losing your fear
On a Tuesday

I’m not afraid of losing you
Because I don’t need your fear or your regrets, because I know them all
I’m not afraid of losing you,
I’m afraid of the fear of Tuesday

I’m not afraid of losing you
I’m afraid that all my looking within myself for self improvement is pointless
If I don’t have that and don’t have anything, anyone, any idea or point,
It becomes Tuesday