Compass

I get older
Compass
as I realize
I love you
more then
any boy
in my world
but it is not the metal
nor the glass
and sometimes
i don't want to follow
pages
pages pass portions
maybe before
i was a hand
for a second
but in this second
maybe third
experiences
only matter through
filtered gold
glass shines
horrible
worth
worthlessness
for your my
guide
my religion
useless without
my compass
dare I speak your name
for no one can understand
but I listen
and it makes me hear
I am here
before I would be taken
maybe crimes against humanity
are just pawns
for directionless
patients

Take Back

Take backs
Make outs
I owe you's
I love you's
backs take
years off
on smokes
used hole
take me back
from sinking
emotional poverty
inside
space oddity
backs take
sun from the moon
stars from the night
me from I